Dee -lalaaland!

Me again, I had the wierdest journey ever coming in to uni. Normally i'd be blazing music soo loud i wouldn't be able to hear myself think!..But this time, i took a deep journey into my past, Kinda had a nostalgic moment. I kept thinking what would happen if the future i had planned my self, wouldnt come true..Wow, Wierd right. I was in the middle of a convo with 'Someone' =), on the fone, and i kinda felt my mind drifting into contemplating some sort of thing with this somebody. Its easy enough to say that i was just having a wierdoo moment, buh it was a good feeling. I could picture myself with this somebody.. but i just stopped myself. for a good hour and half on public transport, i formed a new back up plan just incase my future plans didnt work out. i know it sounds stupid because i don't know God's will..I could die right now, but still.. I think its time for everyone too have a back up plan, cuz what would happen if our future doesn't work out the way we want it too..I noo sum people doo say that we should live life as it comes by, but i dont think i could doo..I plan, and plan and plan so that i dont have too ride the wave of unexpected turmoil.